insomnia

So its 3:49am and I can't sleep. I hate this!! Its happening too frequently, partially cos of my dissertation and partially because I got a couple of other issues on my mind. This is a recipe for disaster :( I now have to wake up by 9 (so help me God) I hope I don't snooze till 1pm . Its really important I go to the library cos surprise! After 5 years of studying in this country I just realised the library isn't such a bad place after all.

Times like this twitter seems such an attractive option. I'm not going to join though- yet. You have to admit there is something fascinating about ranting in very short bursts at anytime of the day or night in my case and knowing someone will respond (well that depends on your followers and how many, but you get). Instead I decided to blog, count sheep which hasn't worked by the way. Whenever I imagine anything jumping over something. In my head the person or thing never lands on the other side. Instead they just keep on swinging round and round. Its pretty scary when you're trying to psyche yourself to do something, maybe that's why I couldn't high jump to save my life in secondary school. I have tried day or night dreaming about my dream crush. That's not working. Ill try praying, save the best for last. I am sure that will work.

As for dissertation, its going on well. I am sure I will finish before the deadline by Gods grace. Please put me in your prayers, for a distinction. Oh yeah my cousin is snoring beside me and its pissing me off for two reasons. Firstly she is excelling at what I have failed to do so far- sleeping. Secondly I hate snoring, so far and for as long as I can remember its been a deal breaker for marriage. Then again who knows, we humans can be so fickle. Anyway blogsville I am hopefully off to la la land, pray for me. Btw its now 4:03am.